Ron and I decide to take a walk in the park on the sand trails to enjoy the nature around us. I marvel at the beauty that is on each side of our path and take pictures of flora and fauna as my friend concentrates on the sand beneath his bare feet. I steal glances over at his bare feet more than once and envy him. I wish I too was brave enough to remove my shoes and feel the earth under my feet. But I am too scared to walk the 5 or so miles we will be walking without covering on my soles.
Walking along the trail, he asks, "what lesson does this path teach you?" I think for a few moments and I wish I could say that some profound knowledge came forth, unfortunately I do not. My lesson is something along the lines of "though the path may be easy, there are still ups and downs along the way.." I then ask my friend what lesson the path teaches him. He tells me that his lesson has been accumulating over a long period of time and he has not yet reached the point of full understanding. He proceeds to delve into his thoughts about the earth and life.
Our discussion progresses and I take less pictures and start to observe the nature of my friend. Here is a man that I have known for 10 or so years. He quietly walks along the trail in his bare feet, his hands behind his back. Again, I admire him and his barefeet, I begin to have small regrets at not taking off my shoes, but continue to walk with my soles covered and observe.
Each in our own way walk the same trail yet as we complete our hike I realize the juxtapositions of our soles and souls. Mine: covered, protected, inside, at odds. His: open, unprotected, free, at peace. Again, I find myself wishing I could be brave and just take off my shoes, if only for a few moments. I am not as brave as I wish I were. I am not as brave as everyone thinks I am. Self-doubt enters my mind. I wonder how Ron's feet are feeling and ask him. He replies that they are doing fine except for his heel where he stepped on something a while back (near the first of the trail). I think about my protected feet, feeling nothing under them but the tension of the sand and vow to bare my sole and soul to feel more beneath them both.
Thank you Ron for the lesson along the path and for teaching me over the past 10 years what true bravery is all about. Namaste.
Jonathan Dickinson State Park Photos Here